Hello dear reader!
Today's picture represents my stupidity and hardworking personality. XD
On a Friday i had to come to my college for a lesson and i was the only person to turn up so what did the teachers do? They tried to send me home.
But, me being the hardworking person that i am. I decided to stay in college just to do some painting, because i wasn't bothered to go home and go back to sleep. The teachers face was unforgettable. XD
So i set up an easel for myself and brought the little canvas that i had purchased back in Latvia and went to Tumblr for inspiration.
I ended up painting a head of a unicorn and a human body.
Randomness in my imagination screams WTF?! to me but i keep painting.
It turned out pretty good but, its still nowhere near being done so ill have to come in on my free day again and finish it.
If you are wondering what i used, its simple as a 123:
1 white canvas
3 brushes in different thicknesses
and
About 10 colors of acrylic paint that were mixed to make lighter or darker shades.
I had a lot of fun painting alone in the art studio listening to relaxing rain dropping on the art room windows.
Sometimes you need a quality self time in piece without any music for a true relaxing session.
Today's picture represents my stupidity and hardworking personality. XD
On a Friday i had to come to my college for a lesson and i was the only person to turn up so what did the teachers do? They tried to send me home.
But, me being the hardworking person that i am. I decided to stay in college just to do some painting, because i wasn't bothered to go home and go back to sleep. The teachers face was unforgettable. XD
So i set up an easel for myself and brought the little canvas that i had purchased back in Latvia and went to Tumblr for inspiration.
I ended up painting a head of a unicorn and a human body.
Randomness in my imagination screams WTF?! to me but i keep painting.
It turned out pretty good but, its still nowhere near being done so ill have to come in on my free day again and finish it.
If you are wondering what i used, its simple as a 123:
1 white canvas
3 brushes in different thicknesses
and
About 10 colors of acrylic paint that were mixed to make lighter or darker shades.
I had a lot of fun painting alone in the art studio listening to relaxing rain dropping on the art room windows.
Sometimes you need a quality self time in piece without any music for a true relaxing session.
Hello dear reader!
Today i would like to talk to you about my feeling for the past 2 days...
Since yesterday it has been shitty weather outside on the streets of London and in my heart. I cant be bothered to do anything. Even writing this right now is hard.
I tried to make coffee today and it tasted like summertime sadness.
Drawing doesn't work out either.
Trying to draw a picture from your head and realizing that you just CAN'T...
Either its just artist block.
Or its the Goodbye i had to say to somebody who makes me stronger.
Although i know he will be back, the thought of being lonely for 4 months doesn't leave my head.
The emptiness inside is like a black hole in space. It is sucking all the energy. All the creativity even all the emotions, and the only thing it leaves behind is empty space.
An empty space that can't be filled with anything but thoughts about how simple and boring my life is without that person.
Its hard to explain.
But i think its one word for it all to make sense.
DEPRESSION...
The songs of today are by Ed Sheeran - All of the Stars and The Neighborhood - Sweater Weather
Today i would like to talk to you about my feeling for the past 2 days...
Since yesterday it has been shitty weather outside on the streets of London and in my heart. I cant be bothered to do anything. Even writing this right now is hard.
I tried to make coffee today and it tasted like summertime sadness.
Drawing doesn't work out either.
Trying to draw a picture from your head and realizing that you just CAN'T...
Either its just artist block.
Or its the Goodbye i had to say to somebody who makes me stronger.
Although i know he will be back, the thought of being lonely for 4 months doesn't leave my head.
The emptiness inside is like a black hole in space. It is sucking all the energy. All the creativity even all the emotions, and the only thing it leaves behind is empty space.
An empty space that can't be filled with anything but thoughts about how simple and boring my life is without that person.
Its hard to explain.
But i think its one word for it all to make sense.
DEPRESSION...
The songs of today are by Ed Sheeran - All of the Stars and The Neighborhood - Sweater Weather
Today was the most exciting and also sad day for me.
Today i met my friend...No wait i cant call him a friend!
he is my soulmate. I had the opportunity to meet him and say goodbye until December.
This person means so much to me, i cant explain it in words. Its one of those feelings that you cant describe or explain.
You just look into each others eyes and you can speak without saying a word.
We had such an amazing and yet again childish day. We met and went off to central London. I'm not gonna describe everything in detail because its personal memories that are just for me and him to keep and no one else is gonna know. It's like a little secret that only we can know and its so precious you want to keep the memory forever.
Sometimes i wonder if someone could invent a brain hard drive that can collect all the precious memories and no matter how old you are you can always replay them and feel happy again.
Today i realized how important this person is to me and that i'm never gonna let go of all the memories we made today or yesterday or even a year ago.
I cannot express my feelings to someone else as much as i can to this person.
Its just impossible.
I hope that i am going to get a chance to make more wonderful memories and keep them on replay forever.
Today's moral is:
MAKE MEMORIES WORTH LIVING FOR!
And the songs of the day for me are Ed Sheeran - Autumn Leaves and Cold Coffee
I suggest you listen to these so you understand what i mean better...
Today i met my friend...No wait i cant call him a friend!
he is my soulmate. I had the opportunity to meet him and say goodbye until December.
This person means so much to me, i cant explain it in words. Its one of those feelings that you cant describe or explain.
You just look into each others eyes and you can speak without saying a word.
We had such an amazing and yet again childish day. We met and went off to central London. I'm not gonna describe everything in detail because its personal memories that are just for me and him to keep and no one else is gonna know. It's like a little secret that only we can know and its so precious you want to keep the memory forever.
Sometimes i wonder if someone could invent a brain hard drive that can collect all the precious memories and no matter how old you are you can always replay them and feel happy again.
Today i realized how important this person is to me and that i'm never gonna let go of all the memories we made today or yesterday or even a year ago.
I cannot express my feelings to someone else as much as i can to this person.
Its just impossible.
I hope that i am going to get a chance to make more wonderful memories and keep them on replay forever.
Today's moral is:
MAKE MEMORIES WORTH LIVING FOR!
And the songs of the day for me are Ed Sheeran - Autumn Leaves and Cold Coffee
I suggest you listen to these so you understand what i mean better...
Today i had a chance to once again visit my favorite place in London.
I have traveled by a 97 bus to Startford bus station and met a very good friend of mine. We went for a coffee in most loved Costa and then made our way to Queen Elizabeth Olympic Park. You know sometimes you need to become an actual child and just let it go. This was the mission for today. Going on children swings and take all the looks from passing by people.
Majority smiled and laughed, some gave us a look of "WTF do you think you are doing?"
Today i learned that it doesn't matter what people think of you. The chance of you seeing that person again in your life is 1/100, unless they are your classmates or someone you know. :D
GET OUT OF YOUR COMFORT ZONE!
BE A FOOL FOR ONCE!
These are the two things you should keep in mind or if you have a bad memory like me write it down somewhere. Don't try to be normal of fit in to the society boundaries.
Be YOURSELF!
BE UNIQUE!
The songs of today are Lady Gaga - Swine and Born this Way
I have traveled by a 97 bus to Startford bus station and met a very good friend of mine. We went for a coffee in most loved Costa and then made our way to Queen Elizabeth Olympic Park. You know sometimes you need to become an actual child and just let it go. This was the mission for today. Going on children swings and take all the looks from passing by people.
Majority smiled and laughed, some gave us a look of "WTF do you think you are doing?"
Today i learned that it doesn't matter what people think of you. The chance of you seeing that person again in your life is 1/100, unless they are your classmates or someone you know. :D
GET OUT OF YOUR COMFORT ZONE!
BE A FOOL FOR ONCE!
These are the two things you should keep in mind or if you have a bad memory like me write it down somewhere. Don't try to be normal of fit in to the society boundaries.
Be YOURSELF!
BE UNIQUE!
The songs of today are Lady Gaga - Swine and Born this Way